Wow! It has been a long time since I updated my blog. I admit that I am getting lazy and do not have any motivation to continue to write my thoughts anymore.

Actually, I have not been working since the first day of this month. Well, I think that I do not have any more patience continuing to do the job anymore. Although my colleagues and my employers are friendly and kind people with a good working environment, basically it can’t be any worse than the stress that I have been given. And to be exact, I simply cannot make it up to their expectation. I knew that if I continue to work in that company, I will not be happy at all and probably, one day I will be sacked. Frankly speaking, the thought of quitting have been in my mind since one year ago and my parents and my friends have been asking me to look for another job. But I simply refused. I told them to give me two years to challenge myself to see if I can cope with the work and expectations. At the same time, I can gain experience. After a long mental struggle, I knew I had to give up and continue to look for another one. Although I knew that it will be difficult for people like me to find jobs outside and have to bear with those people’ scorn looking, I will not regret my decision. I believe I will be able to find a job that I like and I will prove myself one again. Anyway, I also have not been taking break since I started working, so I took this chance to relax myself and think what I want to do in future.

Here, I want to thank my employers for willing to hire me and give many chances for me to prove myself that I can also do the tasks what the normal people do. Also, they always counsel me many times and give me the confidence to do the tasks better. And thank them for giving me so many chances to amend and tolerate me despite making many mistakes in my work.

As for my colleagues, I will always remember you guys for the times that we have spent together, whether it is happy or sad occasions. My colleagues include, uncle ong, aunt Helen, aunt lay choo, aunt xian hua, aunt siri, lay har, xiang lin, xiao xiao, sun jian, bao zhu, cheng min, wang yan, en li, lan ping, wu laing, guo yang, Elton, bin hao, mary, Eugene and Jeremy.