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today, my brother and i went to Fish Leong's concert at Singapore Stadium. this is the first time i went to watch a concert and my brother bought a new hanphone and give 2 free tickets. normally such a ticket is so expensive and i would not want to waste any money to buy such tickets. feel so excited and so we wore red T-shirts and went there. when we reached Kallang Mrt and there were many people waiting at the bus stop. when the bus came, people were rushing to get on to the bus as it was so crowded on the bus as i hardly can make any movement. when we reached there, we went to the stadium and i was so amazed by the enormous building and the concert there could actually allowed many people to sit. and so we went to our seat...it was quite a nice view as it was quite centre as we can watch directly at Fish Leong's performance...not bad right?...free still got nice view. but the only bad thing is that we sat on the highest and could hardly see her face on the stage...we had to watch her from the two big screens. the decoration at the stage was quite special. i could actually see that most of the audience were actually lovers in pair. Soon, the concert started and some of the fans shouted. and Fish Leong sang many songs from the first album to the lastest album and i also followed her to sing the songs. it was so nice to hear such a beatiful voice and i was so concentrated. she had different costumes design and they were beautiful. i have always like to listen to her songs and supported her also. watching a live performance is always quite cool and different and get a special feeling like the singer only sings to me as compared to listening to the cd album. there were also other performers perform and the background screen will move as she was singing. i feel that the visual was so nice as though it is real. whenever there is a break, Fish Leong would entertain us and it was funny as she would say in her Malaysian tone and i find it fimiliar like she is very close to us. when the show is about halfway through, the special guest, Ah Xin from May day, sang together with Fish Leong one song. then when Fish Leong took a rest, he sang one song. his voice is so loud and i almost going to deaf and i could feel some vibration from my seat as though there is an earthquake. After that, she came out in a different costumes and continued to sang many nice songs. and the atmosphere seemed to be getting higher. and soon two hours have passed and it has come to the end. i feel that i have not listen enough to her songs and can't bear to leave. but the people there kept shouting 'ENCORE' and some people were about to leave, Fish Leong came out again to sing her songs. she went to sing other people's songs and we really enjoyed to listen. soon, it has come to the real end and she said goodbye to us. then we left. i did not regret going to Fish Leong's concert. Hope that next time, i will be able to get free tickets and listen to Fish Leong's concert. |
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Haix, i am wrting the blog again. although now is the holiday, i do not feel happy and excited because of one FYP. it has interrupted my emotion and feeling. still busy with my FYP things...dont know where to start...still got 16 more days to the submission deadline. i had wanted to ask my supervisor to ask one facilitator to help us but he has not reply yet. this tuesday, my mother and i went to Outram Park to buy a new watch for me as my watch has spoiled. my mother usually would need to take care of my two nephew during weekdays, but she was off. i had wanted to choose the most cheapest watch at first, but after the boss's recommendation and my mother's persuasion, i chose the watch that is the most fashioned and popular among the young people nowadays. it has exceeded my budget quite a lot but nevermind, i get to wear a new watch. after that, we went to join the lucky draw that was given by the shops. haha...hope that i would be lucky to be the winner. then, my mother went to CK store to buy clothes and i also followed her. As i was hungry, so i asked my mother to go to the food centre to eat. at there, as my mother went to buy drinks for us, an auntie brought a glass of sugarcane to my table and said that my mother had ordered it and so i believed her and paid for the drinks. when my mother came back, i told her about it, she said that she has never ordered it. so angry with myself for trusting people so easily. luckily, it was a glass of sugarcane and not other stuff. coincidentally, we met my mother's sister at there...i think it is her fourth sister...and her family who came to Singapore for holiday. when i saw them, i felt that their looks have not really changed so much although my cousin has grown tall and i only saw the uncle for one or two times only because i have not gone back to Brunei for three years le. then my mother treated them and after that, my mother took her sister to buy something and left me, my uncle and cousin alone. we hardly have any converstation with each other as we have not met for quite a long time and felt that there is a wall between us. When leaving, my mother asked them whether they wanted to stay at our place. at that time, i had a thought "Not again", as every time when my mother's family or friend came to Singapore, they normally stayed at our place and our place would be so cramped. it is not that i looked on them or what, but it is really so cramped and i will feel uncomfortable when others are staying at our place. after that, my mother and i went home and they continued to shop. This wednesday, i went to school to do my FYP and we decided to finish on our report first. then we settled on our coding on the last part since we did not know how to do. This thursday and today, i continued to try using Django and Python to do but still could not work. and suddenly, i had a thought of asking the facilitator to help but i do not know whether he would help us. hopefully we can finish and passed as this is the last project and i really dont want to cannot graduate because of one FYP. That's all for today. |
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Happy merry Christmas day!!! Haix so sian and tired…woke up early…as I need to go to school to reformat my laptop…but the staff said that they will close early and have to wait until Wednesday. Have not been touching FYP these few day…not feeling too happy or excited over the Christmas day as nobody goes out with me today. Feel very bored now…so sad…feel that I have really few friends. Although every time I say that I have many friends, actually whenever I want to find real friends to chat with me, there is very few, perhaps you can say that I have no friends. Want to find somebody to go out with me or chat with me…also difficult. Perhaps I am destined to be alone throughout my life. Last week, Daniel and I worked together as a taxi surveyor from Wednesday to Sunday. You guys must be wondering what kind of job is it, right? It just counting the number of passengers queuing up in the taxi stand…when the people start queuing up…what is the time that people got into the taxi…and the waiting time each people is able to get a taxi. Easy? Somehow I feel it is an easy job…just sitting there…counting only but it can be stressed such that I need to open my eyes and stare closely into the people queuing up in the taxi stand for 6 hours. But it is worth it as I will be able to earn $210. So we sat outside the NTUC so that we can see the people queuing up. but it can be weird as we sat there for 6 hours, and every time people see us, their looks looked so confused, they must be thinking that we are ‘siao ah’, sitting there for so long. Even when the NTUC closed for the day, we still sat there. Some of them even asked us why we sitting there for so long and what are we doing. We also made friends with some people there. I was quite smart indeed…chose the right location…where there was no many people taking taxi there. And when it comes to about 9, there is hardly people taking taxi anymore. Although Daniel and I have not met for so long, we are able to chat and laugh a lot as though we are very close friend. We also took turn to do the survey and we started to slack on the second day like I brought my gameboy to play and we played different games and listening to radio while we were working. Although we played, we took our work seriously. We sometimes also sing and it was fun.  Soon, five days have flown. I am going to miss this wonderful working experience with him and although it can be quite hard and tired, we actually have so much fun and at the same time, we can earn money. I hope that there will be another taxi surveyor job soon so that I will earn more money. Also, I am sad that Jovin and Roy cannot go k-box with me. I told them I would be treating them to k-box but they still said cannot. Either they said that no money or no time… It is hard to see that I would treat people whether it is eating or playing because I have a very little money one. People sometimes would always ask me why I often eat bread for lunch in school, but I do not mind as my family’s condition is also not well off. Ok…hope that my FYP will progress slowly and finish them in 21 days. |
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It has been few days since I wrote the blog le. Haix…I have been too busy with my FYP and working as a taxi surveyor for the past three days. Later still need to go to work…so tired. Also, I have been trying to organize a k-box session for my brother, my two other cousin, jovin and roy and I gather together. But it was hard to find a time, as each of us is busy with our activities and projects and work. Hope that we will be able to go k-box by next week. This Monday, the Fujitsu staff called me and said that there was wrong with one of the chargers. So my father and I went to Funan IT mall to bring back the laptop and charger and we bought one new charger. As I was late for FYP meeting for more than 1 hour, I rushed to RP and my father went home by himself. When I reached RP, my team members have decided to finish our design layout by this week. And we divided the html page among ourselves. While my team members do their design layout, all I can do is too see my computer scan the virus. It is because the virus in my laptop has not been removed. Later at night, as I was uninstalling the antivirus software as it has caused my laptop to be lagged, I accidentally uninstalled the software without removing the virus that has been quarantined. So I had to reinstall again. And so this Tuesday, I woke up early to scan the virus in my laptop. And it actually scanned from morning to evening and still haven’t finished. And so I decided to stop the scan and removed the viruses. While the scanning still went on, I felt so bored and went to play x-box with my cousin as my mother and my brother went Johor to buy things and there was actually no one else at home except my father. After finished playing, I went home and finished my part in designing the layout. After removed the virus, I found that there were actually some more virus or spyware, but I don’t intend to scan my laptop. I intend to reformat after FYP. Also, on Tuesday, the agent called me that there was a short term taxi surveyor project for this week. At first, I was in dilemma whether I should work or to do project… but seemed that the I cannot do anything about project and some more, I got no more money le and must earn…so I agreed to the job. I thought that there would be no this kind of job in future as last time, I heard that there was this job is on August. This would be my 6th time in doing the taxi surveyor and every time, I was working with different person. As I have worked for many times, I know which location has lesser people taking the taxi and I chose that place and that is Tanjong Pagar…haha…lazy to write so many entries…smart right? I had wanted to ask Jovin whether she wanted to do this job but she said that she was too busy with her activities and projects. And so I asked Daniel which is my primary school friend to partner me. This time, the working time is different as in the past, I would need to do for 10 hours a day but now only 6 hours. It may seem better but lesser pay leh… This Wednesday, I went for FYP meeting and I found that my team members were still trying to design our website and I have nothing to do…should have not come for FYP meeting. after that I went back home and met Daniel at Tanjong Pagar mrt station there. We went there to Tanjong Pagar Plaza to get the survey and found that there were actually many students at there doing this job. the agent told us that this time, the survey was a little bit different that the two part of the survey that was in the past has combined into one. Wah so good…one people do the work…n the other can slack. Then we went to the taxi stand and started to do the survey. At there, I find that there were many stalls setting up outside the NTUC and they were selling different types of things…food…accessories... there were actually no place for us to sit and we looked for place to see. We also made friends with two aunties who were selling the pots and guess what…we get to eat the fa kueh and other food that were cooked by them… although the time seemed like so slow and we were tired, but we did not mind because we can earn MONEY in the end. HAHA…no time le…must go work le…still have 4 more days to go... |
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today, the Fujitsu staff called me and said that there was nothing wrong with my laptop. He said that probably my chargers got problems and asked me to bring there for checking. So my mother and I went to the Funan IT mall to let the staff check. At first, I thought that there would be many people queuing up, waiting at there, but when we reached there, there were actually no people and it was soon our turn. So we gave the chargers to the staff and we left. We went to City Hall to shop around and I was looking around for nice clothes. There were actually quite a few nice clothes and I wanted to buy but my mother said that they are not nice. In the end, we did not buy anything. Also, today I watched the star award 2007 and I find that it was quite nice. It is because it reviews the past performance of the artistes in 2007 and it shows the popularity of each artiste and it is the time to see whether their performance is being recognized by the company and public. I am happy to see Sharon Au who specially came back from Japan to host the program. I love to see her program but I heard that she would never join the showbiz after she finished studying. I felt relieved and happy when Zheng ge ping and Yvonne Lim got their best actor and actress award for 2007. I love to see the old artistes get an award rather than the newcomers. I don’t know why I think like that but I think that maybe I feel that old artistes have spent many years and efforts in putting up the best performance. Hope that my chargers will be fine.... |
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Haix...now using my brother's laptop...today i send my laptop for checking...so sad...must again waste money...cos 4 month ago...i sent my laptop to repair and cost quite a sum of money...also can't do my project...die die die...cannot chat with my friends online. also, i need to rush my FYP during the holiday...but no laptop to use...i guess no choice but to do the project in my team members' laptop. recently, i also msn with a new classmate... this monday, i had banking and finance UT3 and there are many questions...had no time to finish doing the question...feel that RP exam system is bad because students have only 30 mins to complete all the question...often RP students complained that the school should at least give 45 mins during exam...but no use... after ut, i went home to try to do my FYP again but really have not progressed much... this tuesday, my team members and i discussed about our FYP and we find that if we continue to use Django, our project might fail...but then if we use php...we might get the chance to pass...at least we have something to show during the presentation. so we decided to use php again...at the same time we also try to use django. then after FYP meeting, it was about 6pm. then i meet jovin at Jurong East as she and her friends bought some materials for their projects. on our way home, she says that she went to fortune-telling...don't know whether the facts that the fortune teller said are true or not...personally, i also want to know my future as well but it is better not to know...cos if he says that there will be bad things going happen to me...then i will feel sad and not mood to do anything...and will keep thinking about it...but then if i know the future, i can prepare for it and live my life to fullest...anyway, i am not going for fortune-telling. this wednesday, i went for medical check up and the doctor said that i will no longer need to go for thumb medical check up in future. the doctor said that my thumb has recovered 85% to 90%le and the bone in my thumbs are growing...feel so happy that my thumb has finally recovered le and no need to go hospital anymore. in the afternoon, i worked on my project using php. at first, i thought that i might finish all the coding in 2 days since i have worked using php for my last project. but i was wrong...i worked on the coding from afternoon to midnight, only finish the validtion part...feel that i am so useless...easy thing also cannot do. this thurday, i continued to do the coding but still no any much progress...still stuck at many places...the data still can't insert into the database. also, i felt very stressed and tired like i have no life other than doing my project. this friday, i thought that the class will have lesser people to come to lesson as this is the last day...but still there are 18 people come...the business finance for this week is quite tough as it combines all the things that we learnt duing past few weeks...but i find that it is quite fun and i am sure that it will come out in the next ut. i had wanted to get the medical forms as i want to claimed medical fees, so i ask my friend to accompany me to take the form but he never reply...guess that he was busy. after lesson, i went for FYP meeting and at first, my supervisor had wanted to meet us, but instead, he went home...we were really angry with him...he told us that we are not allowed to use php and asked us to continue with our django...when we heard about this, we really did not know what to do...still got 4 more weeks and our supervisor did not ever offered us help and he always says that if anything happen, we can look for him...what kind of supervisor is he?...i not really meant to say anything bad about him...but i feel that he is not suitable to be a facilitator. so i told my members that we continued to use php and finished all the things by next week. then my member went and i continued doing the coding. at the same time, my cousin from brunei sent me an image and i accepted it but i keep cannot open it. nevertheless, bad thing came. when i used the laptop in the evening, and when i was online and my friend said that i kept sending files to her and she told me that i might get the virus attack already and had asked me to remove the virus...OMG...should have not accepted the file. also i feel that there was something wrong with my laptop's port and the charger as there is charging problem. today, i went with my mother and my brother to Funan IT mall to check whether there was anything wrong with my laptop. at there, there were many people waiting to service their laptops and some were collecting their laptops. we waited for almost 1 hour before our turn. so sad that the staff could not understand what i am saying and had to ask my brother. and he asked me to send the laptop for checking. he says that if my laptop got no problem, i can get it within two days time. after that, we went to bugis to shop around. ok le, let's hope that my laptop will be 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hi...nw i am in my class...writing the blog...have done my part in the team today. Haix, later still got Banking n Finance UT...so scared that i will fail...cos my UT2 got a D+ which is very bad...so this time, must scored well in UT. very tired nw...yesterday i slept late and only slept for 5 hours. have been too busy to write the blog for the past few days...busy with my fyp2, watching tv and writing my resume...the charger port on my laptop is like spoiling le...so scared that my mother will scold me if she knows...as it only just been changed... last monday, i finally finished designing my blog le...and posted the link on my msn nick... until now, only few people have visited my blog. i am happy le...at least got people visit my blog. now then, i realise that it takes a lot of time to create a blog. after school, my team and i meet up for fyp discussion and were trying out to follow the video...but still, we can't figure out where the problem is...so frustrated as we tried for many times...initially our team have 4 members but 1 left school...so now left the three of us doing the project. after fyp meeting, i went home to watch tv...haha...so tired. recently, my brother kept telling me that the 10pm show is nice, a korean show, witch you hee, and so i watch it and find that it is funny and attracted to the show. last wednesday, as there was no lesson, i woke up late...and i do not need to go back for thumb exercising nw. then, in the afternoon, i went to school to do FYP and met our supervisor. but in the end, only one member and i turned up as another member had something on. and so we asked the supervisor for help but he also did not know. then he asked another team to meet him and told us if we have any problems, we can ask them. the other team said that they could do everything that is shown on the video and told us probably there was some part we may have missed out...but we redo again and follow the video closely...and still cannot. then one member came and helped us, saying that maybe there was something wrong when we do our pathing. indeed, there was something wrong and we finally solved initial problem. after fyp meeting, jovin and i met at the mrt station...n we went to Tiong Bahru Plaza for a short walk. and so we walked for about 30 minutes looking around and then we went home. Last thursday, again there was no lesson...and so i made use of my time in doing FYP at home. i tried to follow the video 1 and finished it. at the same time, i studied for my business finance UT3...it was quite tough to understand initially...so many formulas to memorise...so many calculation. but after revising, i somehow understood them. Last friday, i had business finance ut3 and i find that it was quite easy compared to last 2UTs...have confidence to get a good grade this time. after ut, i went for fyp meeting. again, there was two of us and we decided to list down the things that we want to implement in our website. we also decided to do on our report first since the other member is doing on the designing the webpage...and only left five weeks to complete...so to save time, we do on the report first. after that, i was going home and jovin asked me to accompany her to go to library. although it was quite late, about 7, but i also was very bored...n so i agreed. it was quite cold as nowadays, everyday also rains. and we went to the library and i also helped her to find the fashion magazines that she wanted as this was her project. we searched many magazines and we were like mad people...keep flipping the pages...for about 1 hour. and so she borrowed some magazines. Last saturday, my mother and i went to Orchard Road to get my auntie's pulse. when we reached there, we thought that we need to queue up in order to go into the handbag's shop but actually, it was not. it was meant for people who wanted to get a free handbag like that. then we went inside and took the invoice to the staff and we were told to wait there for a while. actually i hate to go to that kind of place where the people there were quite rich and they wear those branded clothes and they are proud. the staffs there were busy with their own stuff and hardly attend to us...maybe they think that we cannot afford to buy...cos the stuffs at there at least cost few hundreds dollars. after taking the pulse, we went to shop around and i also wanted to buy new clothes for Chinese New Year. we went to many shops but i could not find anything that i like...either too expensive or not nice... in the end, i did not buy any clothes. then we went home after that. in the afternoon, jovin also asked mi to lend her my laptop to do her project and she took it to her home. after 7 hours of using my laptop, she finally asked mi to go her house to bring my laptop back. at the same time, i went there to play x-box with my cousin,roy for a while. after bringing my laptop back, i let it rest for a while and i started to rush my fyp report and my resume.  Taking at Takashimaya Yesterday, i was staying at home for the whole day. in the afternoon, my family and i watched the HOT Sinporean movie, 881, which most of the time, the actors speak in Hokkien. it was a funny show as the their body languages were very exaggerated and they speak in a funny way. then in the evening, the 25 years of star awards was shown in channel 8. it was quite a nice show as all the past artistes and current artistes gathered in the stage to rescimine the past and there were many awards given. all those past memories have flown to my mind and i felt very heart-warming and touching as those past artistes presented their speech. about 9, jovin asked mi to lend my laptop and asked mi to bring to the upper floor which is my aunt's house. then i waited and waited for quite a long time and so i decided to go to my aunt's house, asking her whether she finished using as i need to study for my banking and finance ut3. perhaps, i feel frustrated or petty, after she returning the laptop to me, i feel that i am being used by her. and so i put "i feel that i am being used" on my msn nick for a while. And when she saw my nick, she asked whether if it refer to her. but then i took out the nickname soon and i told her that dont take it heart or i will feel guilty. Perhaps, at that time, i was being possessed by someone, so i put it on my msn nick. Also, i have not met my best friend for quite a long time...don't know whether if he is angry with me over the thumb incident...have been msn him but he never reply... ok le...that's all...wish that i will be able to do well in banking finance ut later... |
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Haix... today is another boring day for mi. it is because I do not talk to my team as I feel very sian. And I don’t feel like to do anything or learn anything. Maybe it is because I do not know most of the members in my team and that is why I feel shy and do not dare to talk to them. But I am happy that I at least got do some research and understand the problem and help my team do ppt slides. Last Saturday, my mother, brother and I went to Queensway shopping center to buy new clothes for coming Chinese New Year. For next year, I am going to be different man. I want to become more fashioned and therefore, I would need to take my own sweet time in choosing my clothes. I want to go Orchard or Bugis to buy those nice clothes. Haha… In the end, I only bought one long sleeve which has just only arrived and one belt. I have never thought of wearing the long sleeve shirt during New Year time. I always bought T-shirts for previous years. My brother also bought three new clothes and a belt. Then on last Sunday, I went with my parents to buy hard disk. I wanted to buy the hard disk for a long time le but I always drag and drag. It is because I used to store my stuff on many discs and it is troublesome sometimes that I need to check which stuff is on which disc. And so I decided to buy this time. it is convenient to have a hard disk as it is easier for me to check the stuff inside. Ok… that’s for all and have been doing on the designing my new blog. |
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this week has been a terrible and busy week for mi. i have not been going for school for 2 days. it is because i fall sick last saturday plus i have a medical appointment and my FYP2 has been progressing slowly. i feel that i am an unlucky person who tend to fall sick easily. i can easily fall sick 5 to 6 times a year. and everytime, i tend to have a common illness such as sore throat, cough, fever and running nose. i think it is probably i cannot eat fried food in which i tend to have sore throat at first. and after that, all those symptoms like cough, fever and running nose will also come out. i felt that it is terrible for me as i tend to feel very sian like i dont want to do anything except sleeping. so i never go school on monday. on tuesday, i had a medical check up and at the same time, i went for the thumb exercise. the physical therapy doctor said that my thumb can bend down a little le and i was told to have a simple exercise to strengthen my thumbs. she took out a supporting exercise tool in which i was told to try my best to use my thumbs to press the tool down. it was really painful for me and i exercised for 10 min. then i was told to have X-ray and the doctor said that it was not too bad. after that, my father and i went to see my main doctor. we waited for quite a long time and when it was about our turn, the doctor said that he had a surgery now and arranged us to see another doctor. then we went to the room and the doctor checked whether i got any pain and he said the same things. on tuesday also, my cousin's husband also asked me what job do i want after i graduate from RP since i need not go NS. i do not really know how to answer him as i do not know what i am going to do after graduation. then he told me that i can be a programmer if i want. and so i agreed. but at the same time, i am worried that if i would be able to do it. OH man!!! To me, writing the code is like a asking a pig to fly, it is impossible because at school, i almost give up on programming when it comes to coding. it is because the school only teach us the basic coding and they are particulars no use. and if one word of the code is wrong, then the whole program cannot works. that is why i hate it. but since there is a job for me, why dont i try it first. if really can't, then i change the job. but if i feel comfortable, it will be a good thing for me and at the same time, i gain an experience. regarding to my FYP2, i have not really touched on it for many weeks. my group and i have been trying to use the Django and Python but we do not really know how to use and have been stucking at the same place for a long time. and we have started to give up and use the PHP to do as we have learnt it before and have experience in last FYP. but on wednesday, the supervisor met us and told us that if we were to use PHP, we will be downgraded a little bit since other teams are also using Django and Phython. the other team are also struggling along the process and learn them step by step. and so our team decided to use Django since both ways are also dead. luckily, the other team which is also my supervisor's group helped us by giving us the resources on guiding us on how to use the Phython. and so i tried to follow and now i am halfway through. now, my group and i are so stressed as we have only six weeks left and we are rushing to finish the project. since last week, i have been creating my blog in blogspot.com. but there are many things to do as i hope to design it nicely. ok... stop writing le, going to do my blog and do project le... |
