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Today is one of the busy and disappointing days to me. In the morning, I took my mother’s friend and her family to the OCBC bank to settle her school matters. While I entering the lift at our block, I received a call and told me to go down for interview. Then we went to the Techno Park because her daughter wanted to let the doctor check whether she is qualified to be a nurse. After finished check up, as they wanted to go Orchard and take the MRT, we took a bus and alighted near the Queensway shopping center. And from there, we walked for about 20 minutes to reach the MRT station and my shirt was nearly wet as it was too scorching. Then I quickly went back to home as later I need to go for an interview. I also found that I was beginning to fall sick as I was tired. In the afternoon, I went for interview that was also at the same place as last time I went. I was very tired by then and started coughing. After interview, I quickly went home to rest. But unfortunately, at around 8pm, I received a call that asked whether if I could start work tomorrow as store assistant. And so I agreed and the staff asked me to go down to sign the contract. So I was happy then and feeling that finally I found a job. And so I went to the company and the staff asked me to sign the contract. At this time, when I was signing the contract like normally, the staff immediately changed her expression and she went to her friend and whispered to her ears and at the same time, they kept looking at me. At that time, I sensed that they probably were talking about my medical condition and I guessed that this job was over again. Indeed, she got back to me again and said that the company would probably ask me to go work on Tuesday. Then she called me again, telling me that she has found enough people for the job. I was so hurt in that time although I knew it le. My confidence level dropped again and I blamed myself why I was born like that. When I told my mother about this, she said never mind and told me that in future, I can help her to look after children. What must this world be unfair??? Now I do not know how to stand up again to prepare for the future. |
