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Haiz!!! Have been too slack nowadays... and school also starts means that i have to do many things and my shedule is almost busy though not as busy as my friends(some friends need to work, some go dating with their boyfriends and girlfriends, some need to complete their 40 ce points, PP and FYP2 killer). and most of all, i only need to go to school for 3 days because i finished one module earlier than others. now, i need to wake up early around 6.30 and go to school and i will have to travel all the way from the queenstown mrt to woodlands mrt so sometimes i will have a sleep or reading a newspaper while taking the train. there are 2 different classes. for monday, i will go to W66D and for tuesday and friday, my class is at W65R. everytime, when i go to the class, i will feel uncomfortable as different classes means that i get to meet more people each time and i find it hard to adapt to the environment. and that also means that i will have little interation with my friends and i tend to find it hard to know my new friends well. also, i am the type of person who will not take the initiative to talk to others and i normally don't feel like talking to others or maybe i am afraid that others will not understand what i am talking about to them because of my speech problem that i cannot pronounce the words properly. and if they cannot understand what i say, i tend to mind that why i cannot speak properly and why i am always nervous when talking to them and after that, i will feel very sad for a while. but i often think to myself, actually i am not the very 'suai' one in the world, there are also many people who are also unfortunate and they also try very hard to survive and why i cannot be like them to be brave and be always positive. as a result, i tend to keep quiet and often don't have much interaction with them. to those who have not really know me well, they might think that i am a cold person who is not easy to get close to and i am not one that easily to crack joke with but if you once get close to me, you will find that i am actually very easy to get along with and i like to make friends and often crack jokes with my friends. so i hope that after reading my blog, u will know me well and make friends with me... |
