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Haiz!!! Have been too slack nowadays... and school also starts means that i have to do many things and my shedule is almost busy though not as busy as my friends(some friends need to work, some go dating with their boyfriends and girlfriends, some need to complete their 40 ce points, PP and FYP2 killer). and most of all, i only need to go to school for 3 days because i finished one module earlier than others. now, i need to wake up early around 6.30 and go to school and i will have to travel all the way from the queenstown mrt to woodlands mrt so sometimes i will have a sleep or reading a newspaper while taking the train. there are 2 different classes. for monday, i will go to W66D and for tuesday and friday, my class is at W65R. everytime, when i go to the class, i will feel uncomfortable as different classes means that i get to meet more people each time and i find it hard to adapt to the environment. and that also means that i will have little interation with my friends and i tend to find it hard to know my new friends well. also, i am the type of person who will not take the initiative to talk to others and i normally don't feel like talking to others or maybe i am afraid that others will not understand what i am talking about to them because of my speech problem that i cannot pronounce the words properly. and if they cannot understand what i say, i tend to mind that why i cannot speak properly and why i am always nervous when talking to them and after that, i will feel very sad for a while. but i often think to myself, actually i am not the very 'suai' one in the world, there are also many people who are also unfortunate and they also try very hard to survive and why i cannot be like them to be brave and be always positive. as a result, i tend to keep quiet and often don't have much interaction with them. to those who have not really know me well, they might think that i am a cold person who is not easy to get close to and i am not one that easily to crack joke with but if you once get close to me, you will find that i am actually very easy to get along with and i like to make friends and often crack jokes with my friends. so i hope that after reading my blog, u will know me well and make friends with me... |
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Haix... so sian everyday staying at home doing nothing but eat, play, watch tv, go online and sleep. keep wondering how i could spend my time for this last week. luckily there was two chalets that could occupy my time and i wont be feeling so bored. On 11/09/2007, i went to the W54H chalet and i was the first one to reach the Pasir ris MRT as Kian Meng has asked us to wait for him at there and then we went together to the chalet place. As i reached there earlier, so i decided to went to the shopping centre to look around and then i went back to the MRT station. Then i saw Kian Meng coming towards me and he was carrying so many things. then we continued to wait for the others to come. while waiting, he told me that the class list had already come out and most of this semester classmates are in the same class for next semester. and he asked me whether i know or not and then i say i dont know. but i roughly guessed that i wont be the same class with them as i already taken one more elective during year 2. so regretting on why i took one elective year, if not, we will be in the same class as them.  after a while, the others also came and we went to the shopping center to buy things and food for the barbercue. after finished buying all those stuffs, we took a bus and went to the agrenda club and put our things there. this is the first time i went to the agrenda club for chalet and i find that the place was so nice and big. then we chose the room that we wanted (faster choose, first come first served) and then we started to play games, watch tv as the time was too early and we had nothing to do. we played Uno and the poker card - 21 points and we played the real money as it was more fun. and so i use one 10 cents (i only have one coin only) to play with them. at first, i won some money but in the end, i lost my ten cents. then i stopped playing and watched tv while waiting for barbercue time. when it was the barbercue time, i offered myself to help as there were only two guys (me and Kian Meng) and we started to set out the fire. then we started to take out the food and we barbercued them when there were more and more people came. although it was tired and i was perspiring as i have to fan the fire when the fire was getting too small, it was worth the effort and i felt happy when my classmates ate the food that we barbercued. and also i missed out watching tv, luckily, i told my brother to record it for me. then as most people have finished eating, some of them were playing the manjong, some watched tv and some of them were playing the poker card in the room. and so i went to the room and joined them playing the poker cards. when i just finished playing one round only, the girls started to play the heart attacks and like the person cannot said the words that were written on the paper that they pasted on their foreheads and they didnt know what were the words. it was so much fun as it was dangerous for them to say out the words and when they said out the words, they needed to play 'dare or truth'. after that i came out of the room and watched tv. suddenly, the whole room was so dark, and i saw a cake with the candles light out was coming out, and to my surprise, the classmates were actually celebrating for the birthday girl, xiao hua, whose birthday was a few days ago. and after we sang the birthday song, someone actually poked the cakes and touched the birthday girl and they chased around the room and it was so exciting to see them chasing around and laughters were everywhere. after that, some of them went out to buy things and some continued playing their games and i watched the tv. then one of my friend, Azfar came and we somehow watched one movie (i forgot the movie title) together. the movie is about several dogs guarding one place, i think so... then after finished watching the movie, it was abt 3 am, and Azfar went home and i went for a bath. it was so cold. then i went to the other room when everybody was there playing games. then i continued to play the 21 points and have decided that i should only lose 1 dollar at most. and in the end, i indeed lose 1 dollar and i stopped playing. then i continued to watch them playing and at about 6, some of them went home and left only 6 people only. suddenly the whole room became so empty and 5 of us took some tibits to eat and chatted. and soon, i also felt asleep and sleep on the sofa as i felt that it was too cold to sleep in the air con room. then when i woke up, it was about 10 and i saw Kian Meng was playing computer games. and then Kian Meng cleaned the floor where we were barbercued and then 2 of us went to buy lunch as the others were still asleep. then about 12.30 pm, i went home by myself. i felt so sad when leaving but we can still meet for catchup next time. that is the activity for W45H chalet... |
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Have been so bored during this holiday n feel like wanting to go out with my friends... Argh oh my god!!! i have been wanting to find a part time job for a long time especially during holidays. i really want to make use of my time, and at the same time, i can make money and gain more experience. and so i have decided to look for a job myself. About last few weeks ago, one of my best friends, Kelvin, whom was my primary school classmates have told me that our nearby NTUC needed to hire people and asked me whether i want or not. and so i agreed and we went to that NTUC to ask for a job. When we went to see the manager, he said that he only needed one more people and so i have decided to let my friend have the job since he was the one who told me that there was a job. then Kelvin accompany me to go to the other NTUC which is newly opened and see whether i can try to find a job there. and we asked the manager there and he said that he don't want to hire any more people but he said that i can submit the application there and if he needs any people, he will call me. And so i have decided to go and find the job the next day. i have always wanted to find a suitable job for me like the admin work or librarian or those work like carry good(haha so heavy)... i went to the "POPULAR" shops and they always give me the same reply "We currently do not want to hire any more people. Sorry!!!" Of course, i know that it is hard to look for a job nowadays, especially when i want to find a suitable job... and i thought that maybe next time, i will look for a job. then this monday, suddenly there was a call calling from the new NTUC, asking me to go down for interview and i was really happy since this is my first interview. then i went for the interview and the manager asked me that whether i could carry 15kg of goods and i think to myself that 15kg of goods must be very heavy like equal to 3 or 4 pack of rice and most of all, my back hurts before. And so i say "no" and he said that maybe i could go to the other NTUCs to apply for those paperwork job and so i did not get the job. then when i went home, my mother asked me whether i got the job and i told her that i need to carry 15kg of goods if i worked. she then said she herself also can carry that much goods and my father said that it is like one and a half pack of rice only. then suddenly, it came to my mind that "shit, i thought it is very heavy but then it is ok to me!!!". my mother also said that i should have tried first and see whether i can take it and if i could not take it, i can quit then. i suddenly felt so regretted that i should have accepted the job but now it is no more le. Haiz... this is the most regretful thing that i have make a wrong choice... Anyway, i will take it as an experience for me and i will always remember this lesson. i have decided that in future, i will always accept the job first and see whether it is suitable for me... |
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haiz!!! about 2 weeks never write blog le!!! i have been so bored staying at home during the holidays. Heng this coming holiday is three weeks!!! If not, i will be so bored as there is totally nothing for me to do during the holiday. everyday my lifestyle routine is about the same (eat, watch tv, playing games, sleep). so sian!!! fortunately, i still got go back to school for wushu training to revise my basic skills and recap what i have learnt in the past. also, today i also learnt new skill - tai chi quan with the other wushu members. i have been wanting to learn tai chi quan after i have finished learning my staff - "gun" skills. i also tried to recap my "gun" skills and have been asking my friend (Ah Yong who has also learnt same skill as me) to teach me and i now almost have memorised all the steps although now i still a little blur. i have always thought that learning tai chi quan would be quite easy than the other skills. but after today's training, i find that learning tai chi quan is harder as it needs a lot of one's concentration, a lot of knowledge about the skill that needs me to know and my coach says that probably we need to train for about 10, 20 years in order to master the whole skill. i think that i will continue to learn tai chi quan for the remaining months till i graduate from RP and i want to learn well as it will be useful for the rest of my life... haha... i can use the skills to protect myself... hope that i will not be bored tmr... |
